The Weight-Gain Aftermath

Starting weight: 262.5Current weight: 262.9Pounds lost: -0.4Next weight goal: 255.0 Starting BMI: 45.1 Current BMI: 45.1Starting BMI designation: Morbidly obeseCurrent BMI designation: Morbidly obeseNext BMI goal: 43.8 Water intake: 64 ozWeekly Step Goal: 2,150-4,250Steps Today: 4,208 The struggle is real, y’all. I did MUCH better this week in sticking to the plan, but it still all … Continue reading The Weight-Gain Aftermath

Gratitude and My Ultimate Why: March 15, 2019: Cross-Posted from SparkPeople.com

This week I have done hard things in regards to my weight loss and overall health journey. On Monday, I once again weighed in at the heaviest I have ever been: 262.5 lbs.  On Tuesday, I told my therapist I couldn't stop binge eating and we worked through coping mechanisms that could help.  On Wednesday, … Continue reading Gratitude and My Ultimate Why: March 15, 2019: Cross-Posted from SparkPeople.com

Current Feels: March 5, 2019: Cross-Posted from SparkPeople.com

I've gained every single damn pound back plus one. And all it took was two days of overeating and binge eating. IT'S THAT BAD, Y'ALL. I feel like blogging and yet I don't have anything I really want to talk about tonight. I've saved a bunch of Noom articles I wanted to talk about at … Continue reading Current Feels: March 5, 2019: Cross-Posted from SparkPeople.com

Marking the Real Rewards: February 26, 2019: Cross-Posted from SparkPeople.com

If you’ve been reading my blog since the beginning, you’ll remember that those first few posts concentrated heavily on rewards systems, but that I haven’t concentrated on it much this year. Simply put, my rewards stopped being motivating after a while. “Who cares if I haven’t lost five pounds yet? There’s really nothing stopping me … Continue reading Marking the Real Rewards: February 26, 2019: Cross-Posted from SparkPeople.com

And With Every High Comes a Low: January 21, 2019: Cross-Posted from SparkPeople.com

I want to make this blog a real thing, so to do that, I've gotta be as transparent as I can be without disappearing into thin air. 😉 This weekend has been a LOW. Low, low, low. Gained two pounds back, stopped logging into Noom, and have eaten (I can't believe I'm about to admit … Continue reading And With Every High Comes a Low: January 21, 2019: Cross-Posted from SparkPeople.com

It’s That Time Again!: January 2, 2019: Cross-Posted from SparkPeople.com

Okay, folks. It's been over a year since my last update. In that time, I have gained 25 pounds, completely given up on my day planner, and forgot that vitamins even exist. New Year's always provides a fresh start. It's like that "reset button" for life.  There will be a lot of changes this year … Continue reading It’s That Time Again!: January 2, 2019: Cross-Posted from SparkPeople.com